Tag Archives: living with what is
fall and transitions: living with what is
“Living with what is” is the ultimate challenge. It is the dancing “and” … . I choose to allow the dancing “and” to weave the threads of my life, to fully expand my heart and soul. Continue reading
are we there yet: living with what is
When I was growing up, my Hooley-Murray grandparents lived near Lockport, New York, just beyond Lake Erie and Buffalo, 550 miles away. And, my Troyer-Stauffer grandparents lived near Milford, Nebraska, 650 miles away. “Are we there yet?,” constantly echoed from the back seat. The answer echoed back with a sigh, “No. Just enjoy the trip.” Continue reading
hiding: living with what is
When I was growing up, a favorite pastime was to create a play tent. My brother and I would begin by placing a card table in the center of the living room, covering it with a blanket, and continuing to build. By the time we finished, the field of blankets would stretch across the living room, forming a table-height tent. Continue reading
the geography of here: living with what is
The Kansas landscape hides stories. I’ve often laughed, “It isn’t the end of the earth, but you can see it from here.” Continue reading
known and unknown: living with what is
There is comfort in the ordinary. But today was not ordinary. Continue reading
healing: living with what is
I’ve been re-imagining healing in the context of my diagnosis of recurrent ovarian cancer. I’m pondering healing … not curing, solving, or fixing. Continue reading
faith and doubt: living with what is
As a child I wanted to know what would happen next. I can still hear myself asking, “What are we doing today?” And, “Are we there yet?!” Continue reading
living with what is …
If I ever believed that I had control over the circumstances of my life, that decisively ended when John Foster and I were told we would not be able to have biological children. Up until then, my life had moved … Continue reading
a blessing for the portal
Jan Richardson wrote this blessing in Illuminated 2014: A Map in the Dark. From it came my art journal page: a portal with a path emerging into the unknown. May it invite and bless you too. BLESSING When the mystery. When the … Continue reading
a reflection: photographs, mandalas, and a new preface
This blog began as a way to share my desire to see the world in new ways, to explore what it would mean to intentionally look, meditate, and encounter life moment by moment … with curiosity. I started posting my … Continue reading